eBay My World: kathleen2933( 69)

my name is Kate, kathleen is my mom...im a 21yr old...bday 9 15 86, who has been sick over 2 and a half years with a pain disorder and an autoimmune disease, and some other little extras. im very creative, anyway, im very trust worthy, great customer

i dont sell anything yet, as im not able to in my condition to create things i want to sell.but i ran out of space above, so...i have waist length pink hair w purple streaks on the side, i have 4 tats as of now, 11 piercings, and all i do is listen to opie n anthony, watch my fav shows n movies, and read so that atleast for a little while i can escape and fantasize about a life that doesnt resemble hell, and the fact that my entire future is depending on the whim of an insurance company, i fantasize that im a vampire, and illness cant touch me, and i can fly away from here, feeding from and eliminating all the scum of society, a world where i have friends other than my mom, shes wonderful and i dont know what i would do without her, but shes all i have, n my dad, a world where i didnt have to wonder if im ever going to kiss someone or sleep with someone again, fall in love, and be loved back, a world where i can do things, little everyday things that others

take for granted, what i would give 2 take a normal shower, or go 2 the store n buy cigarettes, go 2 a concert.i didnt get 2 spend my 21st bday partying like i should have, or my last 3 bdays for that matter, they were just regular days where i suffered in unimaginable pain n hated my life, when u live with such pain, u learn 2 hide it in ur expression, because if u dont, even less people will want 2 be around u, ppl dont want to be around some1 who screams all day, its hard to watch some1 suffer n kno ur helpless 2 stop it, so u learn to hide it, smile while ur clenching ur teeth so hard u wonder if there gonna break, playoff the fact that u just fainted from pain by saying u were trying to take a nap, u do it all for ur sake and theirs, im so good at it that u could swipe a chainsaw thru my arm, n i could smile while u did it, but when im in my head, i can b some1 else, i can be the vampire who cant b touched by illness, i can fantasize about love, or sex, or just a look in some1s eyes that in real life

im not sure ill ever see again, thats why i love books. because atleast in my mind i can be some1 other than the sick girl who dreams about heroin all day cause the massive amounts of narcotics i take barely do anything at all, n then remember i have no friends, n no means 2 get it so heroin or release from pain is only just a dream, my whole life ive had bad experiences w my health, but w out it i wouldnt be me, pain and suffering, as awful as it is, is a great teacher, and helped to shape some of the most wonderful, beautiful people that ever lived, and id like to think that im amoung that group, i want 2 do amazing awe inspiring things w my life, i just hope i get well enough to do them..., action figures, music, books, fairys, knowledge, victorian n edwardian clothing, vintage duds, models, figurines, music n movie memorobilia etc etc, chloe, mcqueen, gallino, gaultier, saab etc

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music, signing...well since ive been sick i cant bare to listen to music because with the amount of pain im in my mind just cant take it, opie and anthony n that lovable silly goose little jimmy norton, drawing, painting, writing, tattooing, tattoos, sculpting, mosaic tiling, interior design, model making...basically anything creative, im great at it all, reading, watching movies n tv, mind expansion...are you still plugged into the sleep machine? oh and i hateeeeeee hippocrites

All anne rice, Chuck palahniuk, music bios, vampire books, s&m novels, nietzche, philosophy, psychology, etc, anarchism related materials, chomsky, i love learning, knowledge...etc etc etc

braveheart, the count of monte cristo, edward scissorhands, interview with the vampire, fight club, moulin rouge, underworld 1 and 2, harry potter, lord of the rings, star wars, all vampire movies, transformers, the lost boys, eternal sunshine, donnie darko, american beauty, requiem for a dream, matrix, willy wonka, gene wilder movies, david lynch, tarantino, tim burton, johnny depp flicks, horror flicks, the doors, a scanner darkly, sin city, high fidelity, blow, gladiator, the usual suspects, american history x, crank, virgin suicides, casino, empire records, amelie, eraser, being john malkovich, saw, sublime, bram stokers dracula, little mermaid, sleeping beauty, shelly duvalls faerie tale theatre, etc etc etc concert dvds

THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS have been my fav since i was 5, nirvana, john frusciante solo stuff, rage against the machine, incubus, foo fighters, soundgarden, stp, pink floyd, alkaline trio, goo goo dolls, afi, beach boys, pearljam, the doors, aerosmith, bowie, audioslave, stooges, misfits, marilyn manson, sublime, dylan, blind melon, pixes, gnr, old metallica, system of a down, old rap...dre, snoop, beastie boys, old eminem, nine inch nails, hendrix, zeppelin, chris cornell, kinks, sex pistols, the clash, third eye blind, wall flowers, old lenny kravitz, violin, actually theres too too much to put in this section, so i'll just quit while im ahead...i have very wide musical tastes...music is my bread and butta

heroes, smallville, 24, lost, supernatural, rome, 21jump street, soaps...one life to live, all my children, simpsons, family guy, american dad, old greys anatomy...denny, mmmmmmmmm, old cartoons, scooby doo where are you, beetlejuice, garfield n friends, old teenage mutant ninja turtles, gravedale high, salute your shorts, clarissa explains it all, hey dude, roundhouse, legend of the hidden temple, what would you do, david the knome, rainbow brite, old strawberry shortcake, the real ghostbusters, recess, xaolin showdown, filmore, pepper ann, alvin n the chip munks, old are you afraid of the dark, guts, snl esp old eps, arrested development, dark shadows, etc etc

Opie and Anthony n little jimmy norton mon-fri on a free fm station near you, or censor free on xm satellite radio opieandanthony. com wackbag. com eatabullet. com